Well everything else in my life is new, so why not start a new blog? I have never done this but it seems to be quite a hit. So i guess its a learn as you go type of thing, so here i go.....
Back in Utah, back where i swore i would never live again. When i say never, I mean i despised it. And while i think back and wonder what was it that made me really feel so negative about somewhere so beautiful, and held so many memories? Well it took me aproximatly 5 years to finally figure it out.... It took me, getting out in the real world, alone, and hard headed all to come back around to what i knew best. Interesting isn't it? That one could leave and come back with totally different eyes to view the new perspective? To appriciate what has truly been there all along? I dont understand it even still. But one thing i do know is that living in Arizona really made me a better person, a more strong, independant, sucessful woman. A better friend, sister, daughter, girlfriend. And though i didnt follow the path that most that were raised the way i have been did, I found my own path. Whats funny is they all can get you where you need to go, I just didnt use a map...... goodnight and this is like therapy.... who knows if anyone else reads this but this crap really feels good to get things out there...lol who would have known?