The Lotus represents rebirth, purity, Life and new beginnings. the possibility of growing into something beautiful..... Fits perfect for my state of mind
Monday, March 7, 2011
LIFE IS ABOUT PROGRESSION....
Life is Precious right???? So why do we wait till its too late to hold it gently???? I wonder to myself sometimes if am I the reason certain things turn out the way they do....
So I have thought and thought, and pointed the finger at others, and thought some more. Then finally I realize (as an energy efficient light bulb turns on in my head) Hey could it possibly be me? No way! my heart says till the next day and the smoke clears and my emotions shut up... YES Lindsey, IT IS YOU!
Now don't get it confused... I am not saying everything that has gone a way i didn't like was always me, but I am just saying. How often do we spend blaming others for our misfortunes and heartache without actually sitting down and looking at ourselves first??? For me, often. Now me personally I have not experienced much loss in a way, meaning by death. But in my short 27 years, I have experienced the kinds of loss that could have been avoided, meaning things like heartache, friendship, money and opportunity. That could quite possibly have been a direct result of my own actions...
Now for me this sucks to admit, I am a very stubborn and independent woman, and I don't like to be wrong, but I have recently been learning that if you can't admit your faults you will never progress. SO, HERE I AM PROGRESSING WORLD :)
With the birth of my daughter, she has opened my eyes so enormously that I cant help but to grow not only for her but for my own self. So, it is quite fitting she was born on the last day of 2010. That way the new year started my new life... My growth is taking baby steps, and I still stumble a lot but I feel this change in me I cant explain.... Watch out World I am coming
So I have thought and thought, and pointed the finger at others, and thought some more. Then finally I realize (as an energy efficient light bulb turns on in my head) Hey could it possibly be me? No way! my heart says till the next day and the smoke clears and my emotions shut up... YES Lindsey, IT IS YOU!
Now don't get it confused... I am not saying everything that has gone a way i didn't like was always me, but I am just saying. How often do we spend blaming others for our misfortunes and heartache without actually sitting down and looking at ourselves first??? For me, often. Now me personally I have not experienced much loss in a way, meaning by death. But in my short 27 years, I have experienced the kinds of loss that could have been avoided, meaning things like heartache, friendship, money and opportunity. That could quite possibly have been a direct result of my own actions...
Now for me this sucks to admit, I am a very stubborn and independent woman, and I don't like to be wrong, but I have recently been learning that if you can't admit your faults you will never progress. SO, HERE I AM PROGRESSING WORLD :)
With the birth of my daughter, she has opened my eyes so enormously that I cant help but to grow not only for her but for my own self. So, it is quite fitting she was born on the last day of 2010. That way the new year started my new life... My growth is taking baby steps, and I still stumble a lot but I feel this change in me I cant explain.... Watch out World I am coming
Family Isn't Always By Relation......
Have you ever known those people that you love instantly and have a lifelong bond with? Then you know how much people whom are not even blood relatives can mean to you and your life......
Meet the Phungs... They are the most amazing, loving, strong people I have known in my life. I was blessed to meet them almost 9 years ago and have felt so so lucky to continue to have their love and support!!!! P.S. Aren't they adorable?????
We have a Rainbow Family :) All the colors!!!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
My Love
This is the love of my life Mianna J. She graced us with her presence on December 31st, 2010. I never understood the love you could have for someone you had never met, I though I knew how much I loved her just from carrying her all those months...... Boy was I wrong!! She is the best thing that has ever happened to me.. Life changes in mysterious ways sometimes and I wouldn't change it for anything!!!! I LOVE being a mama!!
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